ohmygosh!!
i am confuse.!! i am messed up.. stress and everything.
rah..=((
simply don know why. but its just like all the chemicals mixing up together forming a weird and funny and don know what thing.
thats how i am feeling now..
STRESS up!! with everything.

i need ways to help me reduce stress and worries..
HELP!!

okok..
time is really precious..
hahas..
erm.. tml is cugc liaos..
2days...
alright really packing all my stuffs..
and i am messy..
will post my pics i took at jbp next time..

ohh well no time to blog any further..
seeya. xDD




hey, its all around you. totally.
take cares, alrights. (:

alrights here to do a short post..
and to tell someone something..
sorry and i think my phone got problem larhs..
i cant send anything at all.. whatthehell..=((
it needs CPR!!!
help!!!...

ohh and just came back from the bus..
in fact half an hour or more ago..
nic soh waited for me in sch and we came together..
someone also went to delima's sch lehs..

hmms...
ohh delima since i cant sms you i will reply you here.. i am free on next monday after 3pm..
we 3 can meet up yeah??
at amk can?? i don wanna travel so far..
hehes.. =))

and and ppl who go for remedial are not stupid we ar just being slow and not as clever as you all...
rah..=((
but actually i am not that clever plus i don mind going for remedial nth much can..
1hour nia.. can do more work than others.. and work not that difficult.. so its alright..
xDD

results for the tests were out..
maths was out..
and now hcl
compo-44/70( an improvement)
paper2-32/50(improvement too!)
geo test 15/20(wheee.. A1, i guess)
lit not yet mark. and el not yet return..
sci tml bahs.. xDD
cant wait.. but i guess should not be that good..
=((
my day was really alright.. just that aaehhem. i am not feeling well
sick girl is here!! =((
still force to do pe.. in fact not force larhs.. just i don wanna rest just play lorhs..
well, not play its soccer not..
i hate it making my shoes dirty.. it sucks!!=((




oiiiweeee!!
once again i am not jealous horhs..
but i cant wait to see you..
i miss..
err.. and great to see that you had fun yesterday?? i did a great job!!!
joey you won 3cheers and a lollipop..
gosh!! i am "popuplar" among your friends?
hahas.. tell them i am joey and i rock alot alot.. and i love lollipop!! nice to meet them.. glad that they know me..
hehes.. thanks horhs..xDD
ohh and thanks for helping me during the process of telling that guy.. i seriously hate him.. disgusting and irritating..
3 cheers for you too..xDD

ohh... cool i have pics now!!
erm.. random orders..



yixiang and i.. he look cute yeah??
delima and i on wednesday in the shop for the bear bear..
delima and i in the mosque today..
ohh b'dae boy's and i.. privillage arh?? hahas.. and his attire looks really aaehhem on him??
erm.. zaki with his big big bear cute worhs..xDD
huishan and me.. i cant be seen as i am the hair..
huishan's back.. hahas..
yixiang.. xDD



alrights. thats all and its time for me to watch videos and view others blogs.

HELLLOOOO!!
my day was exciting interesting and everything..xDD

and it goes like that..
i woke up at7++am receiving ami's msg..
and i started smsiong and cant sleep anymore..
rah..=((
i was really excited and scared..
hahas.. weird feeling arh??
erm.. so i was like okok i better make it fast wake up now... xDD

then bathe and everything.
and ami told me he was t the bus stop aldy..
gosh!!...
and i am home..
so its like rah..=((


and i told daddy and mummy faster faster..
when i reach amk central wait for ami at the prma deli shop..
i look stupid there..
coz i was like standing there alone..
ppl was looking at me..
crazy siaz..
finally he came..
and gave the no. thingy..
and i asked for 77years old candle.. wanted to make zaki feel old..
hahas.. i am evil..
and after collecting the candles we waitied for sat
and wet round looking for party poppers.. lol..
and plates and everything..
but cannot find the pop pop thingy..
hais..


and its too noisy..
ohh and after buying everything went to the mosque..
waited outside.
and delima came..
i was like ohh gosh i don wanna entered..
its sooo weird..
and i was pulled by 2 darlings to enter..
so yeah i went in..
and it was so cool. my first ever time in my life entering a mosque i guess..
hmms. and upstairs we went.
into a classroom.
zaki claims that thats he classroom..



so sat ami and i were like helping to set up and delima bought candles..
hahas just seems weird..
and sat was like lighting up all the candle..
lol.. i did not really like it but yeah..
just continued..seriously look weird..

erm.. and their lesson ended..
3 of us were like hiding under the tables and chairs..
i hide for the longest time can..
everyone were so staring at me..
sooooo damn!!!!..


and when the numder of ppl decrease i came up with a bigbig bear..

finally i suppose..
i see quite a number of amksian?

then i ate the cake.. hahas.. was alright.
and we started chatted while sitting down on the chairs.
erm.. for quite some time..
and took photos.
will post later..
xDD

soon went off..
delima sat ami and i to kfc
lunching there ;D
and i guess someone is jio-ing delima?? that guy... aaehhem??
ate our lunch and our dear ami was sooo liking to see himself in the mirror..
he kept doing funny faces..
ohh and we heard something about zaki from ami worhs..
hehes.. all of us cant stop laughing... your smile your actions are just funny..


and we went home..
took bus with ami..
74!!!
hehes.. my favourite bus coz it leads me to my home..
and we chatted..
so i was soon home..





all the credits to
-DELIMA
-JOEY
-SAT
-AMI
and
-ALL OTHERS WHO CONTRIBUTED.
thanks !!!! for making it a success..

in fact i met delima on wednesday and we went to buy that big big bear..
and got many many ppl to write wishes for zaki..
sorry all were kinda bad..
and soon later i got to know ami.. ohh its a really good chance to know friends..



okok..









i nvr reply your msg coz i wanted to only talk to you today..
well, it just seems.. i don know..
and i'm sorry i "disrespect"?
at first i really did not wanna go aldy..
but i guess its alright? so i went..
i really wanna know: do you know that we are surprising you something aldy??
i just feel that you know something before hand..
or it was just me who don know how to surprise others??
anw erm. i hope you are happy.. with everything..
honestly speaking i don feel very good.
i have no reason why but just i really really don feel that good.
i cant write out my feelings now.
its really complicated.
you said i looked jealous? yeah, i was. i know i just cant hide my expressions and feelings from you.
i guess i am too sensitive? i just don know why. its always natural for me to feel jealous when certain things happens to you..
and my lollipop!! don forget arh.. you owe me one.. hehes..
finally someone learns how to appreciate me!!! thats a good thing.. thanks for that.. pulling my mood back hehes..


alrights, you are 17 in 3 days time!!!
may all your wishes come true??
i have change my song to the click five-happy birthday.
FOR YOU!! ;DD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, PRINCE!!!

time to post!! girl.....


ohh yesterday was a fun and cool day.
mood in the morning was suckish..
and fall in and assembly over.
so we had to leave class earlier for imt course.
soo and had our first period HISTORY.
test.
gosh!! something happen.. i shall not mention..
but nic soh knows it..
and VE. was -.-

and maths..
got back results... wheeee...=))
i got an A1.. 19/20..
just bcoz of one damn mistake.. rah.=(( i am aiming for full marks..
ohh and i got a lollipop.. finally..


i am happy plus sad.. crazy le larhs..
RECESS!!
hehes... ate food..
and then hcl..
i finally bought my di zi gui.
then lit test..
ohhgosh!! i wonder if i did well..
erm. during the test wei ern and yu jie came in asking the air cadets to left..
i am having my test arhs!!!...
and i left..
i could not eat much larhs..
wth so early..
like 12++
and i just ate at only 10++
so 1 bread will do..
and my stomach was aldy.. gosh!!..


and fall in time came..
i put a stop with my phone and went off..
off we went for the imt course to some camp..
not HQ
its Pasir Laba camp
on the way we learnt a new cheer for marching..
here it goes.


weeeee(last for 3s), come from a company, famous in ncc, come from a special badge/batch/bunch(cant rmb the word) of company, we fight for glory, fight for victory, fight for a spirit nvr seen before, ang mo kio ncc, all the way, we like it here, we like it here, we have found ourselves a home, a home, a home sweet home.

when we reached.
and we sat down there wait..
and finally its time..xDD
after all those briefing and stuffs

and the sir was asking for volunteer
he said may i have a volunteer pls.
and this reminds me of ps words.: when i ask for volunteer i want everyone to raise up your hands"
so i imidiately raise
walau. out of all the 3 schs i am the only one raising..
so paiseh can..
and when i wanted to put down. sir saw me..
and got me out..
rah.=((
before i went out i held onto sat's hand's damn tight and told her.
i seriously thought everyone will raise with me lorhs..

then we entered this dark dark room..
and saw a bigbig screen..
look look see see..
and our time came..

out of 4 rounds, i only passed 1..
rah.=((
need 2 to get a badge..
and only 2 person got it..
wenshuei and eddie


ohh and we were sitting outside,
everyone was making so much noise including the other sch.
so sir came forward telling me. he don wanna shout pls control our volume.
so i was like okok.
and he said, " you went for aero modelling course?"
i was like yar. and he said he recognise me. but not others so i was errrr. okays.
and he asked again you don recognise me right? i was nah. but i recognise the other sir..

hahas.. and we started chatted for like a few sentence..
maybe one or two or three only..
and the last one was when we were about to leave
bye, SIR.
hahas. and thats my end of imt course.

on the way back to sch.
i was sleeping on rowena..
hahas.. damn tired.
and back in sch
did some drills..
i need improvement.
TOTALLY!!


kana pump, and i guess its good for mee...
i need more of them..
coz i cant even hold the rifle yesterday.
its so heavy.
my elbows are hurting now..
rah..=((


ohh and home i went with syabiel and christopher.
and bathe everything done
i needa leave hse again..
went for my cousin's b'dae at pasir ris chalet..
chatted with sophia dear..
hahas.. told her almost everything..
and she kinda helped me settle..
and huishan too!!! she helped too.. xDD when i receeive the msg from glasses guy..
hais.. just friends.. and i am sorry.


and saw that cake was really nice..
and home i went..

did some stuffs.. and arranging things and called him..
and chatted.
and sleep..









i'm sorry. i can be close friends with you but not stead.
thats all i can say and
sat, i wont betray my own feelings anymore. i don wanna cheat him too.








hey.. mix blood guy, desperate husband, big little kid. lover of jenny. and PRINCE..

erm..i will win man..
by wednesday yeah??
it will happen before wednesday.. stay where you are.
its just easy to find you. coz i can rmb everything..
xD
and i am not desperate can.. i am not jealous can..
you appreciate all of them more than you appreciate me..
such a mean person you are..=((
at least i am kind hearted not to hurt anyone.. in fact i am helping others.
ohh well. still loveable as before.. which i have no idea why..
erm.. just yeah.. love'ya (maybe)

hahas.. xDD
erm.. is photos i took recently.. none of them hes me
coz i was too busy to take photos..
the pics is in a mess.


junior bird. hiding from the camera.
while having maths game. joey ia roaslind and yeohtheng
yixiang. my baby and defination of cute..
Hello! DooDaaDii']] Joey ;D
my aunty was eating durain at my hse..
during art.. and thas jax's hand.
during the discussion for the script writing..

another pic of junior bird.. hahas you cant get away from my camera.

hahas....

i am feeling rather happy today..
erm.. i hope every single of my friend does too..
if not, i wll wanna share my happiness with you guys.. xDD
its cool and nice feeling happy and high..
been a long time since i am feeling in this way..



OHH and my day was super exciting maybe..
hahas..;DD
erm.. we had assembly today morning..
i was like chionging here and there borrowing a things and doing el hw..
yesterday too busy settling things till i forget to do..
oops.. and comepleted in sch..


plus xavier come and pass me something about air..
and assembly..
so went downstairs.
Sat(name) sat(verb) in front of me.. hehes.. xDD
and her long long hair keep tickling me..
rah..=((
and got that smell.. i kept complaining..
hehes... i was mean.. and fussy..
ohh well, i am just trying to be funny.

and back to class..
science lesson in the lab
gosh according to register number again..
and guess what i am sitting with joshuel..
rah..=(( make me soo paiseh.
even worse the first time i had to sit with him was on tuesday's sciecen lesson too..
and i was super paiseh can..
till the girls were like haiyos joey don need paiseh one larhs.. just sit larhs..
and jax gave me that look..like aaehhem..

whatthehell..
sitting with him is like sitting with a kid..
hes way too childish..

and we did experiment..
was so fun can..
put your hand into the jelly jelly thingy..
hahass...
and once again the girls sabo me and asked me to show the class how i wear my gloves..
its not the first time its the second..
previously on tuesday i did that too..
paiseh paiseh can..



and back to class..
we were late for maths lesson..
and mr tan was like telling us that 6 person fail for the test.
lucky my name was not inside..
hehes..
erm.. jax and i was like mr tann what is our marks??
can tell plsss??
and he was like both of you all same marks thats all i can say
and a whole lot of reasons he had..
alrights.. seems like mr tan is kinda stubborn?? then nvm lorhs..
wheee..=)) jax and i same marks..
and i think mr tan knew that i was kinda sad if i nvr do well for my test so he said something damn encouraging like don worry,.. you did alright..
so i was happy to hear that.. i hope he alright is 19/20?? or maybe 18/20??


hahas.. then recess..
ate food.
and recess over
so it was d and t..
went to workshop
rah..=(( my work was rejected
erm..needa think of better ones..
so i was sitting down there.. thinking..
at the same time chatting with zirui..
ohh and i am in some inter hse netball competition thingy..
jiayous.. lorhs.. 1/3
hahas.. ;D


so after d and t had english
mrs nair scolded us..
blah blah....
and tml ssrp..
lol.. not a good thing??



after sch with sat,
saw that arfi guy i call him glasses guy larhs..
xDD from 1A i guess..
and he said he got soccer match so lucks..


and we were like walking towards hub so i saw the sch gate open near the playground and i don know why but i just suddenly felt like going into sch once again..
and i kinda drag them in with me..
so they came.
and sat was kinda unwilling to go upstairs with me..
but yeah i still really wanna go
so we walked past1/5 to 1/3
and saw nic soh..
he bully me again..
go push my shoulders.
with strenght siaz..
hahas.. playing nia..
whole me damn tight..
ohh and this reminds me of what sat told yeenah about nic soh and i..
helloooooo we are just close friends who bullies each other..


not as "sweet" as what sat thinks/ yeenah don believe banana man3
so he pushed me and i wanted to kick him aaehhem..
then he walau hahas. and don dared push me liaos..
keryuen was laughing and he agreed to what i was doing was right.
then out of sch 3 of us went..
as in sat me and glasses guy..
then we walked to the block 202
and bought lollipops.
thank glasses guy he bought me a lollipop..xDD
hahas..
thanks thanks..

and sat again.. she really can give a lot of rumours..
just bcoz glasses guy help me open the dustbin she thinks he is soo sweet to me..
lol.. helloooo sat once again.. its nth alright help someone to open the dustbin..
somemore he is a guy he should be gentleman to help yeah??
i believe even if its not me he will help too..

and we started walking and there goes sat..
having her rumours..
so sat went home first
i needa go ntuc then meet her later..
glasses guy followed me..
but before we cross the road to 7-11.
the glasses guy pulled sat aside and they were talking.
they don wanna let me hear..
whatthehell..
and he asked me go outside 7-11 wait for him there..
rah..=((
whats the thing which i am unable to know??

damn siaz..
heh..
and went to ntuc with glasses guy and i tried asking him what they were chatting about he don wanna say..
and he kept doing weird stuffs. and later deny that he did them..
lol weird can..
so we were chatting on our way..
and suddenly talk about babies..
coz i saw many cute little kids and i was like i love kids and babies..
then he asked me you want your own babies and stuff
i was like too young now..
MAYBE when i grow old and married.
and he was like depends on your husband?
i was like yeah.. i suppose.
erm.. and he was like what kind of guys you like??
and i was shocked to hear him asking me that
but i guess its alright to tell him..
so i told him blah blah..
so we finish buying lollipops.. and met sat outside 7-11.
so later on our way back to sch..
here comes the funny part.
sat and that glasses guy kept talking to each other.. like something was going on..
and what i heard was i tell arh??
and they kept doing some funny actions..
when i turn over they will stop everything..
and thanks to sat.. she kept pushing me..
rah..=((
whatthehell..
nth is going on can..
and went to met luocheng
and we ran from blocks to blocks and coz too many amksian..
we were trying to train drills marhs..
;D

then train saw firebird hahs..
talked to him..
and with him around nvr dare to do drills liaos..
=((
ohh and we were distrubing him all the while..
at this time..
sat and luocheng talked secretly again..
and i was alone again..
whatthehell..
nah, not really alone coz got junior bird thats how i call him.. instead of firebird
and the cool name firebird came from...
blahs...
like that lorhs..

ohh back to sat and luocheng..
why cant tell me??
sat, you are keeping alot of secrets from me arh??

hmms..
and go bubble tea shop chatted
saw siti then went home with her..
home i reach..










hmms.. stay happy worhs.. ;D
will miss ya dehs.



isawhim

GOSH!!!!
ohmy dear.. look at the time now its like 1am.. rah..=(( and i am still working on my damn art piece..
i wanna bed now..
HELP..!!


draw draw paint paint.
BORED.. and YAWNED..
-.-
i need sleep.. i am flooded with hw.. i have many test coming up.. and i am stress..
thats my true life now..

GEOG test day!!
well, i hope it was alright.. xDD
and tml is maths.. lucks man..
wednesday science and chinese.
friday - lit and history..




it has happen means it has happen.
we cant make time turn back and things to be the same anymore.
however, i wont regret the choice i had made.
i realise its another way of me loving you
and ITS THE BEST WAY.
letting you......... off

rah...=((
i am toooooo busy...
seriously..

no time to do art hw.
and ms lila will start nagging
gosh..!!!
i am dead.
i needa do alot of work painting and drawing.
loads of them..
hais..

my day for yesterday.
morning went for CL tuition
and i was late again
sorry constance..

then came home eat sleep.
was super tired
and had swimming
middle pol for the day.
well, was difficult to swim coz water too low..



and ballet..
rocks!!..
hahas..
then went to popo hse.
wow!! first time seeing sara..
she is seriously CHIO can..
hahas.. xDD


then go IMM.
shopping
lol..

and home i went and the time was 12am..
cool timing
and slept at 1245am.
the next day. which is today
i woke up late.


suppose to meet yeenah at 1045
but i reached the library at only 1115 i think
hahas..
late agains and chatted and do hw at the same time
i spent long time mugging for geog
tml got test ..
rah..
i hope i can pass it bahs..
hmm.. wish me lucks man..
and do hw.
and lunch and back to library and work again
and OHH
aaehhem yeenah will know what i mean..

;DD
and saw yunying and regina
see them almost every week can..
hahas..

and later yeenah left with her mum first at 6pm i think
so i waiting alone for dajiujiu to come
and they came at 630..
went to eat pepper crab at alexander.
and home i went
they ate durian ill smelling..
gosh i made yixiang cried i am sorry..


ohh xiaojiujiu wants to treat me for kbox
with sara..
hmms. next sunday night..
but i don wanna be lightbulb worhs..
later electric bill go up then die liaos..
hahas..
alrights time for bed.







alright, you go on with you work. i wont distrub you first.
i am also busy with my tests recently.
come and talk to me if your are stress worhs.
i am a good and cool listening ear even thought i cant help much in anything
and think of happy things when you are stress tired or moody horhs..
JIAYOUS!!
waiting and supporting you forever here..

a new blog song and a new feeling of mine.
its serious..

IT ENDS TONIGHT

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can’t explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don’t want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can’t explain what you can’t explain.
Your finding things that you didn’t know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it’s best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It’s too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I’m on my own side
It’s better than being on your side
It’s my fault when your blind
It’s better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you’re the first to know

[Chorus x2]

cool i am blogging once again..
i really love blogging..
but i am lasy sometimses..
alright yesterday..

went off to sch.
was i late? nah.. hahas..
EARLY..
and siti rowena was like asking me to look for senior junli to talk to him about some stuff
so talk lorhs..
then later assembly..
sian can.. crap

and back to claass for 1st lesson Science..
and then maths.
ohh 9 of us are going to JBP on 29th july 2008
for maths trial

and then recess.
and then D and T
it was really fun
i love it.
but alot of work to do can.. xDD

everyone find that copying the words from the screen to the paper is something stupid and boring
hahas.. its cool to me..
;D
i am just weird.


ohh and EL lessons.
did news in class.

i guess our class computer got super big problem
every teacher that come in wants to use it but cant.
and gotta bring their own laptop..
lol..

then went to lunch at market
yunying minqian yingxin sat xinyi cris jax and i
ate and chiong back to sch for the story telling thingy.
we were suppose to write the script since its not done.
but we were slacking.
used 1/5 classroom as 1/3 is used for remedial.
-.-'
and from writing became molesting.
me jax yunying engkiat feroz ray and cris was inside
and i don rmb why the girls started something weird
yunying anyhow touched me..
illll.....
well, 1/3 ILC ppl are getting sick
molesting each other
when the boys saw that they went outside the classroom
and one of the guys that walked passed saw them and asked wow kana punish arh?
hahas..
damn funny can..


walau i cant believe we are that sick..
zirui utama and all other girls..
one of the days the teacher saw us in that way then she said this is not a playground
lol.. we don do this in playground can?

anyways kidding larhs.. i don really mean it..
erm.. but yeah its true 1/3 girls are sick (some nia including meee)


and back to writing the script in 1/3 later..
coz the remedial over le marhs..
then we went off again
playing musics.
doing drills
hahas..
me sat and feroz
going crazy..
xDD


and did not complete the script at last
i was soooo sorry..
Feorz the super kind boy help us can..
and today yingxin edited it..



ohh and last night went to collect my new glasses
don really have much difference
its RED!!. ;DD


ermm and bought daily contacts. which i don know when will i only use them..
then come home.
sleep..
hahas.. nvr do work for whole night slack worhs..
but i feel that i am more hardworking than term 2 can.
at least i do hw.


so its today and it goes like this.
woke up at 550
super early can..
rah..=((
was tired.but still chiong to sch afraid i was late.
coz i was late last week like 5mins or so..
and when i reached sch it was 640
and once i reach class i keep wanting to go down and fall in
coz i don wanna be late again..
hahas..
ohh and siti was in our class.
chatting..



cracking jokes..
xDD
finally we can go down and fall in
wheee... =)
its really great.

greet and drills
COOl thats all i can say..
=p

and back to class
lesson begins.
gosh... its making me feel bored..
first was ssrp ms chin was on mc
so the geog rep was suppose to go through the ans after we have finish the ws
and i am the geog rep
lucky nic soh help
xDD
coz he is also the geog rep
thanks thanks.. ;DD

then VE talked about blogging.
cyber wellness..
lol..
and maths.. wheee..=))
mr tan and i had a deal if i get A1 for this up coming test then i can get a lollipop..
and he agree..
i love him he rock i mean as a teacher larhs..


ppl who give me lollipops just simply ROCKS!! ;DD


hmms. and recess.
then chinese
i forget to bring my dizigui again.
kana one demerit
rah..=((

then El compo test
title was write about a wonderful day out with your family..
cool..
i wrote about one of the days in genting..
i guessed its alright??

then have maths sup class..
dododo..
mr tan still rocks.
after release chiong for lunch in sch
sch food is so boring
i wanna go out for food but no time.
coz i am eating too slow.
then training start.
did drills
was so fun can..
i love it
and we were broke into 2 groups
my group called alpha 1 under sergeant shawn and nicholas..
was damn funny larhs..
sergeant shawn keep scolding me for laughing and smiling
erm.. oops.
i cant smile??
hahas..
and he was damn cute and funny can.
he gave me like 5secongs to laugh
and when asm and usm saw they also started laughing
i don know why keep laughing today.
espicially when i see sergeant shawn.
he will be like pointing at my mouth and ask me to stop.
ohh and we learnt new drills.
and i was super blurred today.. very slow in everything.
don know whats wrong..
may i have gone crazy..
somehow.


i just love to smile by nature i guess?
alright sometimes. i should be serious..
had pt
a sir which i don know his name came to train us.
ran around the sch
and after that did some drills and home we go..


lol.. sergeant shawn you can make me laugh..
for a long time..
xDD
is that something good or bad?
its time for me to stop here.. byes and nights..





thanks to all my dear darlings who was so loving to me..
i really love you guys too..







GREAT. i am finally hearing the truth.
knowing the truth.
FINALLY.
thanks to sat for telling me those.
its mean of you to say that.
but i guess it true?
then i have got nth to say.
if thats the case then it shall end here?
THE END.ITS OVER.

rah..=((

i needa continue my damn d and t again..
alrights i want it done fast..
coz i still have got other hw waiting for me..
JIAYOUS!!xDD


erm.. my day here..
first went to sch everyone was chionging EL hw..
lol.
and i have completed mine.. wow so guai can..
xDD


erm. then later had assembly.. there were 4 korean girls who is joining our sch for like a fwew days..
cool i wanna learn Korean lehs..
;D

ohh and its was chinese lesson the first..
worte compo. about some sch rules and stuffs.
damn short can. nothing to write.
yeeting thinks that too.
anyways, yeeting follow what you feel don be bothered by those.. alrights?? my dear..


and back to 1/3 for history lesson.
had this stupid test
damn it siaz i nvr study
everyone like die le larhs.. fail can..
rah..=((
then recess lorhs..
all had to look for ms Lila in the art room
last night the art that we did needa hand in marhs..



and recess.. ohh hungry worhs.. eat arhs..
then science lesson.
then lit and EL.
next week got lit test worhs..
this friday got El compo
arhs.. lucks lorhs 1/3


then had VE
some MS CHOO come
and the topic was about Blogging.
and thats what i am always doing
hehes..
nothing wrong with that yeah??


ohh and went for lunch opposite sch
zirui cris jax utama xinyi and me.
eat chicken rice. and bought some digusting milo
rah..=((
pissing me off.


well, and went back sch met feroz they all and jax and i were like involve in the story telling thingy
so yeah we are gonna help out..
today was writing some script.
cool can about fairy tales..
ohh well, was tired.
and came back with nic soh
he BULLY me again..
=((


do hw chiong
and now i am done with d and t.. 1 more assignment to go.
thanks jax for helping me print..
loves.
byes..








3 day lorhs..
was really fast..
but i still deserve a praise arh?
quick quick i want lollipos.
well. i really miss you. seriously. i cant wait anymore.
i miss your voice, your sweetness, your kindness, you making me jealous and your EVERYTHING.
i wonder how are you now..
FINE??
alrights. talk to me once its over, i have got loads.
>.<

LOL. i am short of time.
now choinging my D and T..
rah..=((
i wanna sletp can.
last night slept at 1230 just to complete my art hw. lucky today nvr kana demerit point
if not i comfirm die one.
4 marks siaz..

gosh i am gonna stay late tonight again.

alrights not much talking about my day. but more on my feelings first yeah..










i won for the 2nd day.. whee.. xDD
hey seriously when will end??
i cant wait le larhs..
i wait siaz.. sooo long..
better man. talk to me first then i can want my lollipops.
ohh.. and i need lollipops now..
IMISSYOU larhs..
shit JOEY must control for your lollipos.. alrights?

pics taken recently.. >.<

look the coolest sky ever.. sweet right??
erm.. some sky while i was walking home from the bus stop and took a photo of it ;D
oops.. cam worhing in class again.. sat me and jax =))
thats me i know its weird.. in some toilet again.?

wahaha
time for posting
okays i shall type super fast coz i needa rush..
xDD


erm saturday was super busy larhs..
i was LATE for tuition like 40mins late
gosh!!


and later had swimming
20laps
then later BALLET
gosh!! i miss ballet
rah..=((
i had fun on that day


and i wanna watch BALLET UNDER THE STARS
haha..
and the prob is the date is on 27/7
but i scare got cugc camp
then cant go
i jio queen mother go she agreed
and i kinda disapooint her bahs..
sorry..
i not too sure yet
but whatever it is
i wanna go


alrights and went to grndma's hse
its been a long time since i last went there.
so later when shop shop around and played with yixiang
he looks cute.
he can crawl liaos..
xDD


sunday
woke up pack bags.
and met yeenah at library
wow!!
we kinda bought little hw
coz thought going to swim and did not know we were done so fast
ohh and mug till lunch time
then go eat
rah..=((
and our unlucky day starts from here..
first when i was eating my chopstick drop.
and later we went to buy bubble tea, i receive the wrong drink.
some coffee one.. illl.... =(


then we went popular
yeenah needs to buy some pens and i also ..
then read books there coz very bored marhs

and back to the library
we went to the activity room.
put down our bags
and went somewhere esle
and 2 damn girls came and sat next to our bags then we kinda got no space
walau..
damn it can.
so we continue nvm..
later yeenah was like hey, got empty space lehs..
i was like go lorhs..
and when i walked there took the first chair
one mother and son came
and the mom took the chair and sit
rahh.==((
and yeenah was angry
so she took the books.
who wont be angry if this happens?


then a man stared at us
for damn long
dig your eyes our eeeee...

and we went toilet
wanted to take pics so go the handi one.
who knows got this cleaner standing outside waiting for us..
maybe she thinks we are less

lol. whatever.
and i wanted to go take my bag from the locker outside the library
yeenah forgot that she was holding onto the books that she haven borrow.
and got that alarm..
so paiseh. can..


then later we went back to the activity room.
the dor was close
gosh.!!
and that man who stare at us was like staring at us again..
so its like i need my bag can..
i mean WE
and both of us were laughing like crazy larhs..
LOCKED bags.
later some guy opened the room and let us take our bags.
walau so paiseh can.


in front of like so many ppl some more.
and we decided to leave the library and head for macs just opposite.
got ice cream..
and sat
after we ate we started studying and was so sunny so we change place
and later see some big big insect change place again
and we earn lots of stares aldy
suddenly some mac lady walked over and talk talk say we cant study here and blah blah...
so we kinda have to leave.
and the 2 damn men behind us was like speaking so loudly.
they said
change place change place then now go. haiyos.
damn siaz. cb can..
i was so angry till i scolded..
and when to some blocks to study
first got an outer space and later a bird fly past and yeenah said you better don shit on me horhs..
and i was like huh? got bird arh?
ill better go larhs..
and we went to opposite amkss and study
under the blocks. ;DD
so now its like gosh.

and went swimming later..
everything went damn smoothly after that..
so yeah..xDD

ohh and swam from baby poool to middle pool and to deep pool.
cool can.. =p

and bathe and eat at J8

and home i went


today
nothing much about today.
just some badminton for PE
and lots of hw
ohh and el remidial..
lol.
kinda cool arhs.
did work.....
and eat chicken rice with nic soh
then while walking to the bus stop
saw this bother and sister.
they were kinda young
and the bother was wanting to come near me.
so i was like errr..
and the sister pulled him away.
and smiled at me
so i was like saying hiie...
and they looked at me
so i said good you nvr reply me..
coz mummy always say don talk to stranger.
and nic soh say you siao arhs.
i think he hit me..


then later the siblings say he your brother arh?
gosh nic soh my brother??
hahas..
okays..
i his elder sister now..
since i am older but he says i am shorter.. whatever..

then took bus back together
making alot of noise
hehes..
xDD
then home i came
alrights all for the day..



some cool thing i have..
yupp..




i wont greive over the past, for it has gone.
i wont be worry about my future, for it has yet to come.
as long as it is called Today, live this day as if it was your last. and you will find each day worth living for!

we meet many friends in life.
once go a while there comes those who leave footprints in my hearts...
ITS YOU!

a happy relationship is made up of two good forgivers.

Love is patience, love is kind. Its does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, its keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight, go evil but rejoices with the truth,
It always protects, always trusts, always hope, always perseveres. Love never fail.
ILOVEYOU!!














i have won for the day??
i suppose..xDD
erm.. lollipops!! 20 worhs.. xDD
see who will lose first.

HELLOOOOOO PEOPLE!!
i shall start my real blogging since i have been slacking for long long time. xDD


yesterday which was thursday..
lessons were kinda short.
erm. till 1245.sch ends..
wheeeee....
and the sch says that we needa clear locker and stuff coz they wanna shift the locker upstairs and bluh bluh..

imagine our locker have got tons of books.
so we left the books under desk.
me jax and yingxin shared one locker. so its like GOSH!!

and went to canteen.
meet all the air girls.
we decided to buy the black track pants with zip below.
and we waited waited
luocheng sat rowena shweta shixian and MEEE
wait wait.. and talked to wanci she don wanna come..
and making me angry liaos..
rah..=((
at first got her liaos. then she ran away again.
and saw those 1A girls with Xavier.
and got pissed by them too
they also like don wanna go
and say wanna quit liaos..
walau


i am not angry coz they wanna quit but i am angry coz they give attitude.
ask them if they coming tml?
if yes then must buy.
then they don know lehs.
ask liaos she same ans don know lehs.
so damn pissed and while walking passed the coffee shop i was so pissed till i scream and scared some man next to me..
paiseh arhs..
i was pissed.


and at amk hu buy pants.
my dear girls were like choosing the cheapest one but i was wanting the most expansive one..
hehehes..



and finally try and buy..
$9.90
done!!
wheee..
and those others also got buy lorhs..
good for them.
bunch of aaehhem..

and went back sch
rowena and i nia.
for aero modelling..
and those part a guys were all there.
and they bully me again..
rah..=((
always play me one..
run round the whole canteen
crazy larhs..
those super tall ppl. and they started laughing..
crazy..
kian wai horh?
der yunn horh?
haiyos..
always play..
no good larhs..
seow ming too.. xiao gege..


and lesson start liaos..
conducted by senior Jasmine or instructor Jasmine or ic Jasmine..
i also don know larhs..
and wrote notes.
gosh my degrees increase so cant see really well
and went round copying kian wai's paper..
thanks thanks..
xDD


and started memorising
rowena and i were like gosh..
and senior Yin Onn came late.
so mean lorhs.
senior Jasmine finish liaos. then he come..
hahas.
and we had this interaction time
not fun lehs..
when we were suppose to self intro for senior yin onn
then started with me
and i say i am joey with red colour hse.
and he was like ohh i know you larhs..
then got this damn funny guy named Leslie.
wow!!
when his turn to intro he said i am Joey..
hahas.. got another me worhs..


=))
and later end liaos. so went home
as in walk to bus stop with rowena
then saw this senior from sec2 which i don know what his name is
and chatted like 20mins with him or something..
cool can at the roadside
talking about some ncc air stuffs and studies
and home i go.


at night went to make glasses
still considering whether to have contacts.
>.<


TODAY!!
cool got training
and i woke up like 555am lehs..
cool can..
first time..
so early
xDD


but i was still late.
oops..
=((
like few mins late lorhs..
and went class
chiong hw
coz last night no time to do
then had lessons.
Ms Wong nvr come again..
hope she will be fine soon bahs..
then recess
sat cris zirui and xinyi we all eat together..
was damn funny larhs.
xinyi thanks for clearing the milo and plates for us
you lose it..
nvm larhs.. next time take turns..
xDD

and lessons again.
then dismissal..
and went to hub
cris, yunying, minqian, sat, rowena, yunrou, utama, jiaxuan, zhuhui, shawn and meeee
i guess thats all bahs..
if still got i am sorry for not naming you..


and went to buy 1.5l 100plus bottle.
and went macs to eat again.
and left later.
shawn thanks for helping me hold the super heavy water bottle.
hehes..
rowena don angry bcoz he help me hold larhs..
i his elder sister marhs.. so must help elderly..


then reach back sch got those tall tall ppl to help me drink..xDD
they rock siaz..
and
I CAN SEE EVERYONE IN THE WORLD!!
right??
everyone thinks i am crazy coz
from amk b=hub till end of training i have been saying that
thats the way to make everyone high including myself
plus i seriously can see everyone in the world..
wheeee...=))



lol.
and training starts.
all drills till 4pm
and later had secret conference.
with sirs.
and dismiss.
but kana pump by USM. as in whole company.
gosh!!
everyone wanted to know why we will kana pump
and we guessed its RESPECT bahs.


and home i go
waited for that damn 74 so long..
rah..


and came home eat liaos so tired went sleeping..
hehes..










JEALOUSY? gosh! who loves it?
making me jealous very fun arh?
and you love it right?
haiyos you are so mean.
i know you like her
so do i, like aaehhem..
everyday you make me jealous.
when jiaxuan scanned my msg she laughed siaz.
why is aaehhem making you jealous?
and yeeting will say haiyos, he really like her arh?
i also don know lehs.
but i guessed you really like her. just that you nvr say nia
and use her to jealous me.. heh.. bluh
what she is like a pearl sparkling.
heh. my husband better larhs..
i suppose you love seeing me jealous
so you can continue doing that since its a common feeling for me..
i kinda use to it liaos.. jealous bcoz of you..

and i think i should be honest with you here.
yar larhs, i was missing you.
just that i don wanna say. +.+
you also wont believe right?
well, i don know how to hate you too.
its difficult for me to hate someone i don hate and not suppose to.

cool i am finally uploading my pics..
well there are not many but there are this some..



yeenah and i in amk library toilet.. xDD

sky outside amk library.. was bored so took it. but i think its loong time ago.
jax and i before performance(NOMAD)
woops. during science lesson today we took it.. ;DD
JOEY-eh and jia teh.. ohh well its me and jiaxaun/jiajia
oops some pic in the opposite direction.. claire, me and xinyi before the first nomad show.

ohh my gosh.. my days are terrible!!!
rah.. =((
monday tuesday and wednesday..
shall not talk about it larhs..

plus i am lazy to blog..












many things happen in like 3 days.
i have try my really best to do whatever i can.
but nth seems to be helping.
so yeah, i shall just wait lorhs.
sorry. i have make you angry..
take your time to cool down.
i will not force you.

sorry for not blogging yesterday.
1) i needa sleep
2) i also needa sleep
i slept alot alot last few days.
but those sleep were not good.
coz somethings is bothering me...


ohh well. talk about friday first.

decided to buy contacts once again and give it another try.
after like hours of trying i manage to put it in.
and like thousands of ppl helping me can.
those dance club seniors were soo kind helping me. xDD
and to yunying jiaxuan and others thanks also helping me.
sen cai gave some funny ideas asking me to lie down on the floor
lol.. after all thanks thanks too all who help ..
;D

saw someone in sch..
like OMG!!
i was suppose to surprise him. but he surprise me at last..
oops.. i cant lie to him.. this is what WE know..
he came to collect the nomad tickets..
for his friends horhs?

anyways.
its first day of NOMAD
wore that blue blue thingy
so weird can..
then perform..
and went on as per normal..
hehes.. xD


and on saturday.
went to buy contacts again.
wore it faster than yesterday.
hehes.. thanks to yvonne they all
so i offer them drinks since they helped me..
xD


and went back to sch.
perpare liaos..
go perform.
gosh i did some wrong steps
i was feeling damn down can..
almost cried.
lucky queen and other sec2s talk to me..
thanks thanks
=))

and chatted with jia hui from 3A and queen
lol.. and i went toilet
gosh! see ghost again..
and its human ghost.
walau..
and went i came back from toilet sat down.
and saw 1 guy entering the hall
and i thought i was in dreamland and i see again its him..
thanks thansk for giving me another surprise.
i really appreciate it.
xD

hahas..
he went round searching the whole sch pass all the classrooms from 4th to 2nd floor and finally into the hall and found me..
hahas..
soooo SWEET can. i really thank him alot.. xDD
and after everything was done went home.


well at that night somethings happen.









its my greedyness thats makes me loves you.
i don know what to do but to both of you all out there
its a really difficult choice for me to choose.
i don wanna regret my choice.
i don wanna lose anyone of you all.
i am greedy but i know i love you.

BLOG BLOG BLOG!!!!!
i wanna blog....


gosh i don care how much little time i am left with but i wanna say
TODAY IS NOMAD!!!
JIAYOUS!!
AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAVE COME TO SUPPORT..
;DD
for those who nvr.. aaehham.. nth to say.

thanks to ppl who have gave me wishes..
ZAKI ;D and YEENAH (:
thanks sweeties.. xD



and ppl who come for NOMAD plss enjoy..
=))
alrights, gtg soon. meeting jiaxuan they all.



who cares whether i am being left out?
maybe you guys don know but i do.






who cares whether i am jealous?
love whoever you love. be whoever you are.
i cant stop you.
i can feel that you love her.
and i am serious.