@ Saturday, May 30, 2009, 11:38 PM
Argh, mummy said i'd been sleep talking recently. D: How wrong can that be?
Okay, i must be too stress. Honestly. Well, the only way that i can think of is to get sick & i can let myself take a break. I've no idea why. Everything is bothering me.
Why can't i make a choice?
I just need a break from everything.
I'm tired.
Okay, i must be too stress. Honestly. Well, the only way that i can think of is to get sick & i can let myself take a break. I've no idea why. Everything is bothering me.
Why can't i make a choice?
I just need a break from everything.
I'm tired.
@ Friday, May 29, 2009, 11:03 PM
Yeah, School holidays is starting! (: I'm supposed to be happy about it & yes, i am! It's a time for me to catch up with everything i missed out.
Yeah, i'm starting to love this hair. :X So awesome!
Had PTC today. I don't understand what's the point. But anyway, conclusion is I MUST WORK HARDER! :D
Hmms, pretty busy still. But i'm happy doing what it is.
Ballet lessons on Sunday, Tuesday, Thursday(double lesson) & Saturday(double lessons). I think Ms Shyl is gonna increase the number of classes. :P Working harder. Seems like it's gonna be EVERYDAY! yay! (: She told us her timeslots that day.
Yeah, i'm starting to love this hair. :X So awesome!
I admired you so much that it'd became love unknowingly.
@ Sunday, May 24, 2009, 3:06 PM
I found this while looking through my photos! OMG! It's sooooo cute. :D
Took last year @HongKong.
Uohh! Love.
I was forced to decide. & i'm serious.
It'd always been so obvious, why didn't i knew it earlier?
Took last year @HongKong.
Uohh! Love.I was forced to decide. & i'm serious.
It'd always been so obvious, why didn't i knew it earlier?
@ Saturday, May 23, 2009, 11:08 PM
Yesyes! Days & days of ballet lessons. :D I'm excited for the next one.
Hmms, Thursday at Tamp, today at Hougang.
Had a class at 1015.(with grade7) & i stayed till 1.45pm to wait for Sherilyn to finish her piano shift.
At the same time, Ms Shyamala gave me a chance to "teach". Uohh, so cool can! My task was to make up an exercise for my dearest juniors! Or rather a few exercise. Of cause, Sherilyn did help me with the music & stuffs. I lost count. D: That's why i needa learn piano! :P
Pretty good experience though!
Then, went for lunch at pizza hut with her. Yes, i've been hanging out with her so often that i'm starting to think & speak like a 22year old mature lady! :X I like it, since i'm always CHILDISH.
Dancing with her is freaking fun. & listening to her playing the piano is even better! She inspired me even more today & thought me some basics stuffs. (: EXCITING!
Later, met Lynna & headed to the other studio. She learns something similar to piano too. Argh! Jealousy. +.+
So we were hanging out there, did some random stuffs & crap, learnt piano! YAY!
Love, ballet studio & clavinova.
Hmms, Thursday at Tamp, today at Hougang.
Had a class at 1015.(with grade7) & i stayed till 1.45pm to wait for Sherilyn to finish her piano shift.
At the same time, Ms Shyamala gave me a chance to "teach". Uohh, so cool can! My task was to make up an exercise for my dearest juniors! Or rather a few exercise. Of cause, Sherilyn did help me with the music & stuffs. I lost count. D: That's why i needa learn piano! :P
Pretty good experience though!
Then, went for lunch at pizza hut with her. Yes, i've been hanging out with her so often that i'm starting to think & speak like a 22year old mature lady! :X I like it, since i'm always CHILDISH.
Dancing with her is freaking fun. & listening to her playing the piano is even better! She inspired me even more today & thought me some basics stuffs. (: EXCITING!
Later, met Lynna & headed to the other studio. She learns something similar to piano too. Argh! Jealousy. +.+
So we were hanging out there, did some random stuffs & crap, learnt piano! YAY!
Love, ballet studio & clavinova.Had my second class for the day at 6pm. ( my class)
More practices should allow me to improve & i'll have more strength? I hope so.
Another class tomorrow! Jiayous! : D I'm determine to take interf exam.
A, what's all this?
Off, i am.
@ Friday, May 22, 2009, 9:34 PM
YAY! I'm supposed to cheer since it's a Friday!
(:
Well, pretty hard days recently. Though exams were over, yet getting back of result an't any better.
Yup, i've received all my results.
I only can say, i did badly. Really badly. I don't even have face to post them up.
Mummy & daddy, thanks for supporting me when i'm feeling down.
They've helped me look for tuition teachers as i requested. & yup, i've decided to study before i start learning piano.
Argh, my heart is really really breaking. I've no idea why & since when, i'm having so much passion to music. D: Maybe it's still not time for me to learn. I also have after FYE to learn! So i must must work damn damn hard for Final Year & my reward will be learning piano! :D OMG! I want this year to end soon. So i can learn piano.
I went for 3.5hours of intensive ballet lesson yesterday. :X Pretty tired & work out alot.
Planning to take ballet interf? IDK.
Feeling far apart, yet so close.
Being so close, yet no feelings.
(:
Well, pretty hard days recently. Though exams were over, yet getting back of result an't any better.
Yup, i've received all my results.
I only can say, i did badly. Really badly. I don't even have face to post them up.
Mummy & daddy, thanks for supporting me when i'm feeling down.
They've helped me look for tuition teachers as i requested. & yup, i've decided to study before i start learning piano.
Argh, my heart is really really breaking. I've no idea why & since when, i'm having so much passion to music. D: Maybe it's still not time for me to learn. I also have after FYE to learn! So i must must work damn damn hard for Final Year & my reward will be learning piano! :D OMG! I want this year to end soon. So i can learn piano.
I went for 3.5hours of intensive ballet lesson yesterday. :X Pretty tired & work out alot.
Planning to take ballet interf? IDK.
Feeling far apart, yet so close.
Being so close, yet no feelings.
@ Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 6:01 PM
Yeah, I'm home! (:
Just came back from Plaza Sing.
Today, I went out with this girl, named Satviender. She is not only my classmate, she is also my platoon mate!
Just came back from Plaza Sing.
Today, I went out with this girl, named Satviender. She is not only my classmate, she is also my platoon mate!
We walked around & decided to eat Burger Kings. She ordered onion rings & coke while i ate sundae & drank a cup of coke. As we were eating, i happened to wanna form the letter "A"! It's my favourite. :P
Then, went to buy popcorns & watched
The Ramen Girl!
It was a very funny show. I love watching it.
Okay, i guess i better stop my primary school way of typing. It just sounds soooo wrong. Yeah, Ramen Girl was indeed a good comedy. I'd a real good laugh. & i guess everyone did.
Nevertheless, there were boring parts. & they're really boring. Yawn... -.- Compare to uninvited, i guess that horror movie was better. At least i felt the excitement. As for Ramen girl, it's pretty lousy ending & easily predicted.
We cam-whored! Yes, pathetic right? In the toilet. :D
Yup, it's a school day tomorrow. I don't want! But i have to. D: The only way to motivate myself is to say YOU CAN SEE HIM!
I wanna watch Night at the museum 2 & ghost of girlfriends past!
It's addictive!
@ , 2:40 AM
As i blink my eye, i feel the attraction.
I closed them & you're all that i can see. You made me want to open my eyes again just to look at you once more.
I opened & i knew you were gone. I was just dreaming.
Feeling awake, i counted & it's almost nine months to everything. How much have i done?
Deep in my heart, i know it's impossible but why am i still trying?
I closed them & you're all that i can see. You made me want to open my eyes again just to look at you once more.
I opened & i knew you were gone. I was just dreaming.
Feeling awake, i counted & it's almost nine months to everything. How much have i done?
Deep in my heart, i know it's impossible but why am i still trying?
@ Tuesday, May 19, 2009, 8:24 AM
I'm sooo sick about things.
#1. school is starting on Thursday.
#2. I'll have to get my results already.
#3. Training is gonna resume on Friday.
Argh, i'm just now prepared for everything. D:
Honestly, not prepared.
So Smeng was like talking sense to me. Thanks so much boy!
According to him ,
1; Exams are just there to make it difficult for you.
2; IE/D which means intelligence x effort / difficulty of paper
3; Trainings may be different. & afterall, we'll be going home.
He made everything up.. So cool right?
Yup, SM, you're always the one who talks to me when i'm feeling bad. You know you always make me feeeel sooooo much better? I'm proud to have such a great friend like you. : D
Joey is wishing for the best!
#1. school is starting on Thursday.
#2. I'll have to get my results already.
#3. Training is gonna resume on Friday.
Argh, i'm just now prepared for everything. D:
Honestly, not prepared.
So Smeng was like talking sense to me. Thanks so much boy!
According to him ,
1; Exams are just there to make it difficult for you.
2; IE/D which means intelligence x effort / difficulty of paper
3; Trainings may be different. & afterall, we'll be going home.
He made everything up.. So cool right?
Yup, SM, you're always the one who talks to me when i'm feeling bad. You know you always make me feeeel sooooo much better? I'm proud to have such a great friend like you. : D
Joey is wishing for the best!
@ , 12:48 AM
I woke sooooo early today because
I'M FREAKING PROUD & HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT THERE IS NO SCHOOL FOR TODAY & TOMORROW! :D
yay!! I'm screaming my lungs out can.
For both Saturday & Sunday, i did 2 to 3 hours of Maths each. it's pretty good for such a person like me already. hahas.
Saturday
I'd ballet lessons! Freaking excited can which i've no idea why.
Sunday
When out for a jog with Yeenah at Bishan park! :P
We walk for one park & jog for the other. Far away land...
I'M FREAKING PROUD & HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT THERE IS NO SCHOOL FOR TODAY & TOMORROW! :D
yay!! I'm screaming my lungs out can.
For both Saturday & Sunday, i did 2 to 3 hours of Maths each. it's pretty good for such a person like me already. hahas.
Saturday
I'd ballet lessons! Freaking excited can which i've no idea why.
Sunday
When out for a jog with Yeenah at Bishan park! :P
We walk for one park & jog for the other. Far away land...
Okay, last MYE paper; Maths paper1 was finally over yesterday!
Yup, since it's over, i shall not think about it. (:
Met up with Yeenah darling. :X
We left for VivoCity once again. it's a fun place to go though.
Took pictures at the scenery island again. & it wasn't that crowded.
I love the bear!
& yet she is stealing it away from me. D:
Yes, take notice of the sky.
Lovely!
We may be emo at times but at least we're together. LOL! Sounds like i'm talking to my boyfriend arh? Nah, it's my long long time best friend. TayYeenah! :D
When for lunch at LongJohnSilver. The manager was hilarious or rather mad...
he was shouting at me. Or maybe that's his normal voice. & i obviously couldn't stand it so i laugh. He stared at me & said, so funny mehs. I feel like laughing somemore & walking away after that can. He even told us about his lost of money & stuffs. RANDOM! TOO RANDOM!
We hurry ordered & ate & left.
When back to the scenery island. It was raining so we sat under the shelter. Honestly, i'm in love with that place. Totally! I just feel so comfortable & peaceful there. X33
Later, we did some shopping & went for movie.
The Uninvited
Please, it's too scary. i'm not someone who can watch horror movies. Well, i tried. Covering myself here & there, feeling unsafe still. The only way was to talk to someone or close my eyes like crazy. & the atmosphere in the cinema was perfectly like how i felt. There were people who screamed like how i wanted to. & some were laughing at those sreaming like how i wanted to as well. (:
yeah, i felt relief after the movie. We went to Toyrus for some collection of memories. All our childhood just seems to be in that shop. I love it! Toys toys & still toys!
& pretty tired ater everything. Mrt-ed home.
I got a seat and signs of exhaustion was shown. As i was about to lie down, a mother came up with her daughter. The man next to me & i gave up our seats to them. Well, even though i was pretty tired, I did a good deed. I guess everyone's kindness is always appreciated regardless how tired you're. C:
I was dead tired. Reading my book halfway, i fell asleep. & it was only 9pm or so. Pretty early huh?
Here i am using the computer now. Yup, i can't wait for tomorrow. Outing with Sat! (:
I'll be rotting today.
@ Friday, May 15, 2009, 11:57 PM
Today was craazzyyy!
YAY! Though it's not my last paper but it feels like it. Finally, it's another weekends. I can rest. & 10papers down, 1 left.
It's on Monday which is like whatthehell. Do the school even think we'll study?
Anyway, it'll be over soon, so i don't really give a damn. Just do my best, i guess that's enough.
The point my Science paper ended, i was in the playing mooooodddd already. Damn high! :D & i was out playing from then. So i'm determined to study Maths tomorrow morning & afternoon.
After the past few days, library feels like a second home of mine.
Hmms, i go there practically everyday after my papers. & Imagine me studying.
For goodness sake, i'm not those type who can study lehs. I felt like dying. ARGH!
Totally. ):
My hardworking days!
Monday, went to library with Luocheng, Sat, Xian, Rowe, Qying, Sasa & Wend. Mug... :D
Tuesday, Lit paper. Yes, my hand was aching. As usual, library-ed. Yeenah & Vivi came too.
Wednesday, Maths paper2 & D&T. Sucks. Library again. Yeenah, vivi & i got the same handbag now! (:
Thursday, revision day which meant a lot a lot to me. I'd to do preparation Geog & Science. We went at 10am before the library opened till 7.30pm. Argh, did a lot. I was so stressed. I guess everyone didn't sleep well. Those 2 papers shouldn't crash....
Friday, Geog & Science paper.
It's finally over!!!
Yeah, as crazy as meeeee..
Wend knows Yeenah & i from IMH. C: I'm so proud to tell everyone. Okay, it sounds like an insult now.
Yup, today after exam.
Manymany things happened today. I'm disgusted now. To that pevert, thanks arh?! Gosh, i still can't forget that scene.
& to some young boy, thanks for hitting me with an umbrella arh?! Whatthehell.
These people have no life at all.
Okay, lunched with Wend then we decided to walk to hougang since it was after exams. On our way, when we're near Serangoon North, it started to rain heavily. So sad.
No choice, but to waste some time & wait for bus. So unlucky arh?!
Met Yeenah to celebrate or rather go out for some fun. Went to Vivo. It's a nice place & i wanna go sentosaaaaa! I envy those people going overseas. I miss taking planes! Well, Swine flu so....I Shall forget about it.
I'd fun! It's a long time since i really had fun & no worries about my studies. I really enjoyed myself sooooo much. May this last forever? I know it won't.
I'M DREAMING A LOT THIS DAYS!
My fun day!
Still her?!
Okay laaah, so chio.. (:
Alrights, that's me.
Uhuh, another one. Very sweet too!
X: yeah, the pictures rules!
YAY! Though it's not my last paper but it feels like it. Finally, it's another weekends. I can rest. & 10papers down, 1 left.
It's on Monday which is like whatthehell. Do the school even think we'll study?
Anyway, it'll be over soon, so i don't really give a damn. Just do my best, i guess that's enough.
The point my Science paper ended, i was in the playing mooooodddd already. Damn high! :D & i was out playing from then. So i'm determined to study Maths tomorrow morning & afternoon.
After the past few days, library feels like a second home of mine.
Hmms, i go there practically everyday after my papers. & Imagine me studying.
For goodness sake, i'm not those type who can study lehs. I felt like dying. ARGH!
Totally. ):
My hardworking days!
Monday, went to library with Luocheng, Sat, Xian, Rowe, Qying, Sasa & Wend. Mug... :D
Tuesday, Lit paper. Yes, my hand was aching. As usual, library-ed. Yeenah & Vivi came too.
Wednesday, Maths paper2 & D&T. Sucks. Library again. Yeenah, vivi & i got the same handbag now! (:
Thursday, revision day which meant a lot a lot to me. I'd to do preparation Geog & Science. We went at 10am before the library opened till 7.30pm. Argh, did a lot. I was so stressed. I guess everyone didn't sleep well. Those 2 papers shouldn't crash....
Friday, Geog & Science paper.
It's finally over!!!
Yeah, as crazy as meeeee..
Wend knows Yeenah & i from IMH. C: I'm so proud to tell everyone. Okay, it sounds like an insult now.
Yup, today after exam.
Manymany things happened today. I'm disgusted now. To that pevert, thanks arh?! Gosh, i still can't forget that scene.
& to some young boy, thanks for hitting me with an umbrella arh?! Whatthehell.
These people have no life at all.
Okay, lunched with Wend then we decided to walk to hougang since it was after exams. On our way, when we're near Serangoon North, it started to rain heavily. So sad.
No choice, but to waste some time & wait for bus. So unlucky arh?!
Met Yeenah to celebrate or rather go out for some fun. Went to Vivo. It's a nice place & i wanna go sentosaaaaa! I envy those people going overseas. I miss taking planes! Well, Swine flu so....I Shall forget about it.
I'd fun! It's a long time since i really had fun & no worries about my studies. I really enjoyed myself sooooo much. May this last forever? I know it won't.
I'M DREAMING A LOT THIS DAYS!
My fun day!
See larhs, this girl arh..
Still her?!
Okay laaah, so chio.. (:Alrights, that's me.
Finally, a together photo. damn sweet can. I like this picture! :D
Uhuh, another one. Very sweet too!
X: yeah, the pictures rules!
Cruise! I wanna go onboard! (: & we left for cruise FOR HOME!
I'm too lazy to do the editting, Yeenah shall do it!
We're going out again on Monday. I can't wait!
C:
Love!
I miss him, but i can't..... i shouldn't.
You're the only one that lies within my heart.
accept&treeasure!
@ Monday, May 11, 2009, 12:30 AM
Yup, i forgot to tell my niang! Happy Mother's Day;mama. I know her through NOMAD though. The Queen of mine. (: But i've message her to wish her.
I'm back into Chinese songs again. Suddenly, there are so many nice songs. OMG!
1)飛輪海- 留下來
2)Tank - 全世界都停电
3) 王力宏 - 另一个天堂
They're freaking nice songs especially the last one. I'm soooo addicted now. XD
I'm back into Chinese songs again. Suddenly, there are so many nice songs. OMG!
1)飛輪海- 留下來
2)Tank - 全世界都停电
3) 王力宏 - 另一个天堂
They're freaking nice songs especially the last one. I'm soooo addicted now. XD
@ Sunday, May 10, 2009, 9:55 PM
Before i forgot.
Mummy, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I gave you a warm warm hug in the morning. :D Love, & you're the best mother i'll ever have. If i'm given another chance, i'll still want you okay. Anyway, it's just Iloveyou. The best thing is you'll be with me forever.
Yup, to everyone their mum is the best.
& to all those mums in this world, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! (:
1More Day to school reopen. +.+
& please keep me peace tomorrow. I don't want any dispute.
You must be good, boy.
accept&treasure!
Mummy, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
I gave you a warm warm hug in the morning. :D Love, & you're the best mother i'll ever have. If i'm given another chance, i'll still want you okay. Anyway, it's just Iloveyou. The best thing is you'll be with me forever.
Yup, to everyone their mum is the best.
& to all those mums in this world, HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! (:
1More Day to school reopen. +.+
& please keep me peace tomorrow. I don't want any dispute.
You must be good, boy.
accept&treasure!
@ , 12:52 AM
Bringing my life to you,
& I still love you.
Letting you know,
It's all temptation. When will it ever happen?
Treasure, seriously treasure. Don't lose them like how i did. It's more than what you really know.
People often know how mush they needed them till they lose them.
Just,
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you. 
& I still love you.
@ Saturday, May 9, 2009, 11:31 PM
Tagboard Removed! (: Song Removed! ((:
Finally, i've change my skin! :)))
Had dinner at JooChiat with family. We ate NiangRe food! Soooooo exciting! :D
Argh, 2 more days & school is gonna resume. I shall enjoy the next 2 days & not think too much.
Yesterday & today was tough. Many things came into my mind.
While studying in the library:
:D
If i've to follow my heart, i'm sure i won't regret.
accept&treasure!
Finally, i've change my skin! :)))
Had dinner at JooChiat with family. We ate NiangRe food! Soooooo exciting! :D
Argh, 2 more days & school is gonna resume. I shall enjoy the next 2 days & not think too much.
Yesterday & today was tough. Many things came into my mind.
While studying in the library:
:D
If i've to follow my heart, i'm sure i won't regret.
accept&treasure!
@ Friday, May 8, 2009, 9:12 PM
Yup, the looooonngg weekends are here again. I've been working so hard for the past 3 days. X: I feel so proud of myself.
Wednesday, the start of my MYE.
HCL paper 1;
It was aboutmy precious thing. So i wrote my Handphone. (: Cool!
Thursday; English paper 1 & HCL paper2.
It was a baaadd day. +.+
I think i'll flunk my Chinese paper. I didn't finish it! OMG! Well, can't help. That wasn't enough time soo.....
Friday; English paper 2 & History.
It was alright laah. :D I really hope.
Yup, i'd been heading to AMK library to study pretty often recently. Good point though. It's a nice place to study.
Once again, Yes, No school!
I'm feeling so emotional which i've no idea why. OMG! I miss everything so much. & i'm really meaning to every single thing.
Somehow, i missed SANA though the course was long time ago. goodness.
Argh! I can't get what's everyone is thinking up there. & i'm meaning to myself!
accept&treasure!
Wednesday, the start of my MYE.
HCL paper 1;
It was aboutmy precious thing. So i wrote my Handphone. (: Cool!
Thursday; English paper 1 & HCL paper2.
It was a baaadd day. +.+
I think i'll flunk my Chinese paper. I didn't finish it! OMG! Well, can't help. That wasn't enough time soo.....
Friday; English paper 2 & History.
It was alright laah. :D I really hope.
Yup, i'd been heading to AMK library to study pretty often recently. Good point though. It's a nice place to study.
Once again, Yes, No school!
I'm feeling so emotional which i've no idea why. OMG! I miss everything so much. & i'm really meaning to every single thing.
Somehow, i missed SANA though the course was long time ago. goodness.
Argh! I can't get what's everyone is thinking up there. & i'm meaning to myself!
accept&treasure!
@ Tuesday, May 5, 2009, 9:51 PM
Well, a last post before my Mye 2009! (: Which is tomorrow.
AllTheBest to everyone!
& those who are unwell, GET WELL SOON! That includes mummy & Javen.
Okay, i've to drink Chicken Essence later. YAY! I think it's nice. :D
Time to complete my Science project.
Argh.
The best thing in life is when i open my eyes everyday, i'm able to see you.
& it has happened though a little weirdly but yes, IT HAS.
Once.. Better than nothing & i'm happy.
I'm sooooo gonna shift to AMK!
accept&treasure!
AllTheBest to everyone!
& those who are unwell, GET WELL SOON! That includes mummy & Javen.
Okay, i've to drink Chicken Essence later. YAY! I think it's nice. :D
Time to complete my Science project.
Argh.
The best thing in life is when i open my eyes everyday, i'm able to see you.
& it has happened though a little weirdly but yes, IT HAS.
Once.. Better than nothing & i'm happy.
I'm sooooo gonna shift to AMK!
accept&treasure!
@ Friday, May 1, 2009, 12:48 AM
Once again, randomness. :D
I was reading my emails and i saw this few more interesting things.
JOKES!
Lady: Is this my train?
Station Master: No, it belongs to the railway company.
Lady: Don't try to be funny. I mean to ask if i can take this train to New Delhi.
Station Master: No Madam, i'm afraid it's too heavy.
~~~~~~~
Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me.
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when i was born.
~~~~~~~
One of the stories says.
4 Things that you cannot recover.
- The stone after the throw.
- The word after it's said.
- The occasion after the loss.
- The time after it's gone.
accept & treasure!
I was reading my emails and i saw this few more interesting things.
JOKES!
Lady: Is this my train?
Station Master: No, it belongs to the railway company.
Lady: Don't try to be funny. I mean to ask if i can take this train to New Delhi.
Station Master: No Madam, i'm afraid it's too heavy.
~~~~~~~
Man: How old is your father?
Boy: As old as me.
Man: How can that be?
Boy: He became a father only when i was born.
~~~~~~~
One of the stories says.
4 Things that you cannot recover.
- The stone after the throw.
- The word after it's said.
- The occasion after the loss.
- The time after it's gone.
accept & treasure!
