Javen is sick. Hope he recovers asap.


Taken with Phia today ! Damn unglam right? Thanks to her! :X



An expression that speaks more than a thousand words, joy.
I'm smiling through my sadness from the bottom of my heart! (:

Aha, time to blog! (:

I can't imagine life without internet access. It's gonna be torturous. I'm using the computer at least every 2 days. Whereas my brother uses it everyday!


Alright, many things happened yesterday. Refering to Air stuffs larh huh. Things are changing at an extreme rate. Now that, i don't even know it's happening. It's time to adapt to everything. I'm just not part of it, JUST SAY?!
Parents are supporting my decisions too. Whether i wanna carry on or not. It's all up to me now.

I know, I'VE TO FACE IT! Everything, responsibilities.
All that i wanna say is, i did my best. I tried. If it's not for me, i shall not demand anymore! I'm taking things soooo seriously that it'd affected my mood. I'm treating it equally important yet that's all i get. Tears had been appearing out of no where. I'm honestly lack of water.


Cheer! A sincere smile that brightens me up is all that i expect. I'm searching & it seems like they're on everyone's face! So what am i depressed about? I'm gonna be part of that HAPPY family. :D I wanna be the one who bring joy too!
Thanks, i learnt what happiness is all about. It's everywhere!



Had History & Scince test today. Followed by English oral. I bet i screwed that up! Grrr.

Unexpected things happened too. Both form teachers talked to me regarding to yesterday's incident. Thanks for their concern! (:


Had Conversational Malay. It was fun!
GoodNight! Tomorrow is Jumaat hari, which actually means Friday! Yay! :P

Yay! My old Blogger is back! : D How great?!

Today was crazy. I meant i was crazy. I laughed at every tiny little things. I'm just amused by everything! Especially during ballet lesson. (:
Pretty nice feeling. I haven't had feelings like that for a looongggg time already.

NO RUSHINGS here & there today!


IAP was fun! Dance & Music! C:
Even more awesome, i was home at 1530. OMG, for the first time! Though i'd ballet to go for, but it wasn't as bad as other days. I supposed. (: So, i'm extremely proud of my big big improvement today! I know, it won't last long. But, Friday, i should be free too!
PLANNING TO BUY NEW POINTE SHOES on that day! :P



I've decided to post alternatively. Either on this blog or the other. : D





Last but not least,
After 12midnight & i'll like to wish , ZAKI, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY! CONTINUE ROCKING MY LIFE HUH! & Where is my lollipop?! (:

Such contrast huh.



X: Alright, that's how bad my current life is.
A young & innocent girl wins everything. Yet, i'm the contrast now!

Grr, my blogger seems to having some problems. Another blog created. I guess i'll just use both for now. (:

Do view! th--joeyydoodaadii.blogspot.com

Ballet soon!

It's late! basically, i'm here for 2 particular reasons.

1) I needa check on some online info so i'm online & ended up blogging.
2) I wanted to blog, plurk & twit my feelings.






I freaking don't get into NDP!? After all those, i'm still not in. Such a disappointment it was.




























I don't care about those rubbish respect anymore. I just want something back. They bunch of people that i hate! Insult insult insult! Is that all you know? I'm angry, angry really angry. I feel like squeezing you into pieces & throw you into the sea. I hell care! I've no mercy now! I'm being a mean person by hating people. I'm not myself at all! I can't control anymore. Just give me a damn break.



I've lost, but not the whole BATTLE. I'll win it one day! (: I believe.



Someone of a different kind can also be someone you like to be with.
Though YEENAH, my dear bestfriend, from a different school from me, she knows everything that is going on & i obviously know hers. She cheered me up! Love! So what's up with the same school?
Though KANGSHENG, a different cca from me, can also cheer me up! Thanks! So what's up with the same cca?

No intention to offence anyone. :) It's just my way of letting go my feelings.



I'm feeling so much better now!

Monday's BLUES!
BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES! BLUES!

Ohhnonoooo!! D:
School tomorrow. Cum NDP Training.

One more day to school's reopen which is something i really hate. D: I'm hoping that school can start at 9am or something. Anyway, i'm used to going home late so what's the point of ending school early & starting school even earlier? Well, i wish!


Ballet from morning. I stayed to stretch. Despite the screamings, i'm having fun! That's the best thing on Earth! I don't have to face words which only makes me wanna sleep. But the fact is i can never run away from studies so i should just accpet my life & STUDY!
Sleeping illness i have! +.+



Waited for Sherilyn & met Lynna for lunch at Macs. We occupied the table for quite some time & gossiped all the way. But in a good way, we were discussing about our random stuffs which actually makes our brains works. :D So it's awesome!

Then, headed back to studio & mugged. :D Soon, Pinhan came. Walked around & played with pointe. (:



Sherilyn & Joey. :P

Do we look like we're fighting? Unglam sight!! X:

As the words shows, It's Lynna & Joey! :D

Okay, one last one. I needa post it! Haha, i'm getting so vain to take photos.

Yup, then headed for second class in the evening.

Curry rice for dinner. Javen went over to aunt's house so left with Mummy&Daddy. C:
Then, went to Courts & purchased a new printer! Now, i can print my documents already. Don't worry aboout printing proposal, i can help too! Yay!



Tuition & studying with Nuhnuh at library tomorrow!

Such a hectic, exciting & crying day for me!

Much things happened even from the start of the day.
Before school started, Bravos met outside air room to collect back our proposal. Then, chatted & stuffs. Got back to class. Things were like usual.

Till PE lessons. We played floorball. Teamed up & had some (competitions)? Somehow, a girl from my class cried. D: Apology! She was in bad mood so it isn't her fault. PE was pretty boring. The game was toooooo violent. Honestly.

Had MotherTougue. Recessed. English. Lit & finally Maths. Whole class just went super high! Maybe because it's the last period or maybe because we just love Maths! : D Afterall, MrTan was fun!


Had some "make up lessons'' with MsFoo for HomeEcons. Lasted for 15mins? & Lunched noodles.

Too bored, so went wandering with Sat. Guess who came? LOL, i'm not telling. Anyway, it's not someone special ANYMORE. <--Obvious enough huh?! Decided to talked to this particular platoon mate of ours & everyone ended up setttling things. Had this really really huge talk going on.
As the whole thing went on & on, tears started to fall from 2 of us. The concern we shown for you. Do you even know?

What are we to you? You know it yourself best.


Back to class &prepared for CIP, recycling project. Which is when we go round AMK to collect recycling materials.
Left & had some fun collecting. Till our second blocks.

Everyone gathered downstairs after everything was done. Then, found out that 4 girls were missing. Being a class, we divided ourselves into groups & combed the entire block. Despite that, we still can't locate them. D; Everyone went crazy, upset & stuffs.
Tears from one of us.

& in the end, we found out the 4 girls were with MissWong. It made all of us panicky. We were worried for them. So when the girls found out, one of them was so guilty that she cried.

Later, we returned back to class & did our relection. Unfortunately, more cried. 2more. Everyone comforted them & hope things to go smoothly.

Met air-ers at canteen. Chatted. & when i knew Shawn wasn't in NDP, i broke down. Honestly, ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE. Why can't we all get in? Why not? I felt bad & guilty. Shawn needed comfort. He needed. Thanks to all who comfort him!
Not long later, another 2 girls broke down.


The tears,
It's how much we concern.

Guess what, the picture depicts how i felt last week.



Hence, we named it the crying day! For now, i'm happier! (:

A weekend break!

Greatgreat! I managed to survive for these few days! (: Haha, pretty tired but like what everyone said, today was fun! I guess...
This Friday, recycling project cum NDP training. Hoping that everything goes smoothly. :D & so, i should rest well today! My shoulders are aching badly now. ): Sat is injured. Take care, girl!!


Basically, today, 5 periods of Mr Chow? The so called MR CHOW'S DAY(MCD). -.- Obviously because of VE Lessons & Science...


Got back Maths test result. Yay! I've got full marks! (: Hope to maintain my standard. Unfortunately, the test isn't part of CA2. But it's alright, at least my day was brighten! Hence, i'm rewarding myself tonight by using the computer for awhile.





Random photos taken today.
@Bubble tea shop, our items were hanged! :D pretty cool huh?

Random shot of me in the lift!

Look, i can be taller! Zirui huh!! :P

Chiong-ing for camp proposal check tomorrow!
I bet all the groups are experiencing the same situation! :P
Jiayous!


& here i am blogging? Well, i'm kinda waiting for Xian to send me stuffs....


It may not looked that nice, but it is nice! C:

Coolest thing of the day! I BAKED SHERPERD'S PIE! (: It's pretty nice. Well, having my family members' assurance, it shouldn't be that bad.


Wenkang & I are in a team.. Yeah, mixture of different gender! Hey, don't look down on guys, THEY CAN COOK! Unlike me.. D: Such a shame of being a girl. I can't cut onions. He can peel potatoes. Anyway, he is a great buddy. We'd fun cooking & blaming one another. +.+


Ballet tomorrow! :X
I want more pies!

Elloo people! It's midnight! (:


I've found my spirit! More or less...
Well, ballet was alright.

Aunt & i went to catch a night movie at Kallang after that. We wanted to watch Haunting in Connections. Unfortunately, we couldn't find a suitable place/time. D:

Anyway, i guess it was a right choice for us to watch Duplicity!
#1: From the trailer that i saw, Haunting in Connections seems pretty scary. maybe something like DragMeToHell? Woah, then i'll be jumping & screaming like crazy again... What if i can't sleep at night?!
#2: Duplicity is so much of a maturity show. Honestly, i was kinda lost somewhere in the movie but was able to catch up later. (: It's pretty cool how they be spy(spies) for one another! Now, i seem to be more aware of people around me.




Hence, it wasn't a really bad choice huh? Maybe Haunting in Connection for the next movie? :X

-&.JoeyDoodaadii-

Back from ballet lessons. Will have another one in the afternoon. As for now, do proposal & homework is my prority.



Ohhgosh, i just found out next proposal check is this coming Tuesday!
Firstly, i've not yet complete my task?!
Secondly, i promised to lunch with Yeenah but seems like it's gonna be impossible again?!
Thirdly, i've got ballet at 5pm on Tuesday & will needa leave early again?!
Fourthly, i'm having lesser & lesser time for myself?!



Argh, life is again TOUGH... D: Hectic & disorganised.
I really need time to study. But by the time i'm back from school/ training & stuffs, i'm already dead. Totally no mood for any other things. That's where all my results starts dropping?




It's alright, i'll get over this soon! Jiayous Joey! (:

-I do miss Primary school life.-

From Thursday,


Thursdays kinda sucks! Alotalotalot....
#The day it started.
#The day i suspect.
#The day it ended.

Like what all my girlfriends said, Someone like him, isn't won't shedding my tears. Afterall, i fought the battle all the way. Now, i shouldn't have any regrets! :D

After 9Months, you're gone. A, i won't ponder over you anymore. I'll try all ways & means to reduce the fond.

The A that i once fell so deeply upon is never alive again. Thanks for all this excitements i'd throughout these months. From the bottom of my heart, I sincerely thank you.



I'm officially announcing that, I'VE GIVEN UP 9th July 2009!

In my palm, the place where you used to belong. Now, i'm throwing my precious away.




Friday,

I'm beat after everything that happened from yesterday.. -.-

Needa have sufficient sleep tonight! (: Which i obviously can't wait to.
Well, my mind ain't totally cleared yet, I NEED SOME TIME.

Doing proposal now!








Girls, i know you'll always be there to support me when i need them! Iloveyou!

YouthDay! :D
Yeah, but gotta do e-learning which is killing me. I don't even know what i'm doing now. Argh! Freaking laggggggg.... I'm pissed with it.


Nuhnuh is over at my house now! (:

Saturday
Had ballet in the morning & evening. Was mugging in between? & cam whoring. :X Photos are down!

Sunday
Tuition in the morning. Nap in the afternoon. Ballet in the evening.
Mummy ordered pizza for dinner! Pretty nice though. C:












Photos from flyer! (:









Nuhnuh & Joey!

Randoms!








Our"family photos"!? :P



















From ballet!




Bye!

Blogger got problem! D: Argh!

I can't seem to upload pictures. Well, nevermind.


Tuesday
Had ballet after school.

Wednesday
Chinese tuition.

Thursday
Met up with Yeenah to mug! Yeah, pretty much things happen. :X


Today
It's not my day! I almost trip over my shoes for 4 times. I didn't had mood for everything. & things just don't feel right. I'm happy because it's coming to an end.



Tomorrow shall be better!






I went to school looking/feeling so restless. -.- As usual, i'll meet up with sat at the canteen. We'll catch up with the latest gossips?! I'm getting really excited about it! At least, it makes my day.


Fortunately, i'd something related to AYG to attend. Which means i could skip some lessons. Or, i'll definitely be sleeping in class & receive scoldings.
Went to Swiss hotel, where all the AYG participants stay throughout the whole thing. It's a pretty exciting thing for me! Afterall, i'm one who will get amaze by things if it's my first viewing it. Sometimes even second? Yeah, that's when i really woke up.

Journey ended at 1130. Though not as interesting as i thought, i would love going there again. Seeing those volunteers, i admire them! We might have a chance to do so next year. Yay!
Argh, got reflection to do... D:

After everything, we'd lessons. Lit& Maths. Wow, i was totally dead AGAIN. Sat said, you looked drunk! yeah, i really do. So in future if i drink too much, DON'T COME NEAR ME! Hahas, i'll scare you off.

It was a relief that school actually ended. Still, i wasn't in the modd for anything.
Feeling exhausted, i met Sophia. We bought tickets & watched

Transformer! : D

I finally watched it. It was my desire to do so. (:
Thanks Phia for accompanying me!
A 2h30mins long show. I yawned a few times. Yet, i still didn't fall asleep. It's a worth-watching show! Maybe because the show is complicated enough for me to be too energetic?

Yup, Megan Fox is HOT! Such a pretty lady, how can she not be a female?

Then, dinner at macs.
& MRT-ed home.


Yeah, i would love to be on bed now. C: